it's been quite a while since i last came online.
as always lol.
all that i've been doing for the past few days can be classified as 'studying but not absorbing' :/
totally wasted my time cos when i did all those revision stuff,
i never read the notes or anything, esp physics, at least chem and math i still referred a lil.
and GG, econs.

went back to sch for 2 days to study
-intermission: just saw on kids central this ad for movie 'sing to the dawn' LOL it's animated-
then mostly it's consult the first day + badminton :)
then second day, it's study + food + bball :/
lol not v productive the last 2 days.
staying home today, hopefully can get more stuff done.
but i dun seem to have the motivation to start on GP :P
haha but i gotta start somewhere.

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也会自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

lol i was just online and i saw someone with the nick 'i love volleyball girls' come online.
then i clicked on it, thinking tt it might be jd since he had this joke with jaya
then i realised tt it's weihao.
just then his nick was changed to 'wtf bolt - see if you dare to look around during finals' or sth lidat.
then i saw it changed again to 'wtf bolt - sorry bolt, you dared to celebrate 15m before line. sorry bolt, i'll lick your spikes if you allow me to'
lol i was super amused cause just at tt time, i was watching the news on bolt's victory.
hahah bolt was super proud of his golden shoesxD

i wanted to send photos to chensin for the cls montage, but it's taking way way way too long to upload
):
but luckily most of the pics we took tt day were with adeline's cam,
mine got none of the four of us ):
shall go adeline's lj kop!
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kop dao le!

sisters! 1-2-3-4, hi-5! *piak!*


jd acting cute and -.-
i dun mean -.- as in diao, but -.- as in the expression -.-
xD
lol

we were planning to watch the tt match btw singapore and korea
but the ft uncle refused to on the tv, then in the end, he finally on it and made us miss the first match tt singapore won ):
the ft was totally packed with pple and everyone was cheering at every point li jiawei got and jeering/sighing at every point lost.
the rarely-seen singapore spirit was super strong tt day, like how we were all so concerned with singapore's performance in olympics.
weiguo and i were like commenting tt such spirit comes once in 4 yrs LOL.
though we lost in the end and everyone was super pissed tt we lost the game we could've won, it was still a great game cos jw put up an extremely tough fight.
it was 3-2 to korea.
BUT we got into finals in the end! thanks to feng tianwei!! woohoo!!
ahahhaahahah i'm so gna watch tml's tonight's finals! xD

lol during the match, i was smsing to lynn wadever was going on at the match, thinking tt she was just standing outside listening to the game.
then i realised after the match, she was actually at tkd rm there and reporting word for word every thing i smsed to the rest! lol she oso reported my last words 'shit lost..'
hahahah!
wish jy happy bdae, took one photo then went off in search of my bottle and came back and left again cos lynn wanna go (dun wanna eat cake!)
lol

went wei's house today to teach math. was supposed to reach there at 10, i woke up at 11plus.. ):
got there, gave her an impromptu math paper which she got A2 for and got super frustrated teaching her graph ):
i make a bad bad tuition tcher, i'll just kill whoever's taught by me out of frustration. sigh~
reached home, did nth much but abit of distri and went online (:
shall go spying now!
^^

it was a looooooooong morning on fri morning..
i thought it would nvr end ):

went to sch for celevrations, sat next to tw and ad during the parade.
tw totally spammed us with info on the diff marching stuff, like punishment for slping while standing there in squad(LOL), how he was a guard of honour, how bad the commander was at giving commands and blah..
actually it's not tt boring, quite interesting really.
at least more than the parade itself. LOL

then went back to cb and jd and ad went mia, leaving me with tw and peiwen and the rest of the cls.
i was super bored in the hall, though our cls did try to be gl and sang along with some of the national day songs,
tt part was entertaining though i did try to distance myself away from them
hahaah! :D
then came the performances,
cheerleading!
apollo was not bad, like qutie entertaining with tt act-nerd guy doing the super retro dances like, moving all parts of your body, 'cept for the body abd hips LOL.
chan mali chan was super memorable! ahahahah! shake legs and comb hair actions!
he was the only interesting performer sadly.
then was athena, it's so sian, i dn rmb wad it was.
magic trick: quite interesting but the magician is obviously not well-liked
lol
and he only did 2 tricks and wasted so much time..
-.-
then artemis cheerleading,
they sang this song by hossen leong which apparently tw noes the tune to.
one of the guys dancing in the middle was quite cute!
mad one, i pointed him out to mar during dance night LOL.
i rmb thinking tt the performance was super short like one song and it's over..
but then came the cheer..
zomg. they shouldn't have included it in.
the performers are not enthu and the audience feels malu..
tsk tsk..
then ares,
they're so professional with it, i feel paiseh for them.
like everyone took the cheerleading thing so lightly and they actually went to put in so much effort.
and they sure win one la lol.

i left after the ares performance cos tor sai was late alr, and ad and jd were not there then i felt sian cos tw was like zi-highing with the rest of the cls and i was feeling a little out liao..
so i left, and began this loooooooooong journey to the cip place.

we left via high sch so we've walked like a considerable dist alr.
then when we reached there, we're obviously late and everyone left.
then zj made lots of calls and we even walked under the HOT HOT HOT sun
AROUND the bishan sports hall to find out tt were not supposed to be there LOL :/
then like after walking for forever, we finally stopped and talked to some gp leader and there took our attendance.
then we slacked.
like seriously slacked, doing nth and just sitting there (facing away from the sun of cos), zj even suggested playing cards and tor sai was excited -.-
but we din play in the end and we even left early w/o waiting for the peeps to take the pledge.
and i finally ate my lunch after being starved for so loooooong lol
shared ppc with tor sai and we walked ard j8 for an hour or so.
i kept forcing her to buy this skirt
it's quite cheap for esprit at 19 bucks only! but she refused.. ):
soon after we went home..

that ended my sian morning. lol like so many things happened within such a short time, i din even mention the details of our looooong walk.

tor sai:'i stood under the sun for so long and i din turn darker at all!'
sai:'ARGH! i avoided the sun and i'm darker than b4!!'
T.T

argh have been quite busy for the past week.
like hw and hw and dno-how-to-do hw..
)):
esp phy.. i suck at it despite my results..
i dn understand the concepts i was just lucky..
)):
i felt quite sian this past week probly cos of the stress i'm starting to feel
then i sort of passed it on to other pple..
sorry!
*am reminded of tornado's blog entry: emo is disgusting!*
arghhhh!!!!!!
sometimes i just can't help feeling lidat..
like wad tor said, emoing causes others to feel emo too and make them feel sad then they'll dislike hanging ard you..
then you'll emo even more ='(
it's a vicious cycle..
so tt's why i should stay happy!
like how mar made herself stay happy despite her unhappiness!
lol i should learn from her!
or maybe i should just slp more..
slping makes me happy! and less sian, less sian = less emo, happier!
(((: smile smile smile!

just spent another afternoon writing and designing adeline and angelique's books.
i pasted more stuff in angelique's cos it's like a trend in her book lol
and i oso followed adeline's book's trend: looooooong letter writing style!
hahahaha

went for accapella 'listen now!' on thurs
the first group wasn't tt good but the rest were much much better!
esp the last group, jamaica's cafe(?), like so fun and funny! xD
i like anton's voice!! it's SUPER mesmerising!!
mar and i got totally absorbed into his voice!!
lol mar even commented tt i've got a stone look after listening to them.
they sang several songs tt i knew.
though i dun really rmb the names of the songs, i rmb being struck by how wonderful they sound.
onionhead emoticon: ahh~~
LOL
reached home at like 11, slpt at 1 plus and woke up at 4 plus to bathe..
Z.Z
totally went ZOMBIE the next day..
luckily i took 151 home, cos i slpt all the way to the interchange!
told ya, i need slp or i'll sian diao!

lol guoqi smsed ytd, asking if he can write in my book.
i was like ??? then i made the link tt he's with jd since they're sortof macs studying partners.
lol when i went to bed, they're still studying away..
stargazers -.-

Today...
give a stranger one of your smiles
it might be the only sunshine he sees all day...